Singled Out.

I never thought the day would come so soon in which I’d be the only “available” one left in my handful of everyday ladies. To some it’s not as big as a deal, but how surprising it was to me to realize how different it will actually be this time around. Almost will feel like the last time that I was single, however, this time I do not hate the world. It’s almost like a second chance to gain back the happiness I could’ve had back when I shut all my friends out. Sitting here on a night when I don’t have work the next day and thinking, I realized that everything is going to continue to change fast. And I just simply have to keep up. When all your main girl friends have settled, it is time to focus on yourself and not constantly have that partner by your side. Being the only single one isn’t bad, it’ll just mean your life will be significantly different from those who are in relationships. And I’m happy about it. I have the freedom of life in my hands. Relationships take time, effort, attention, and emotion. At this point in my life, I’ve got other things to take care of. Sure, I probably won’t be able to spend a much time with them anymore, but who cares. It’s just normal for someone to disappear into the cloud of infatuation in the beginning of every relationship. Maybe it’s a test to see if I can actually last without a wing woman by my side to get me through? 2012, already a strong year for me.

Maybe, New York is really calling out for me. 

It will be very interesting to see where life takes me as far as being single again. I’m quite excited.